the things that i love to do

2010-07-18T12:15:00.010+08:00

AWESOME JULY

SEMI FINAL- TOP 8Heat- TOP 15 I-STAR

ISC-MC camp

DHHM,SOH trip to Batam

Nongsapura,Batam

EXCITING JUNE

CHEF CHEF , yes I'm achef :)

ENJOYABLE MAY

Join the CP cpmpetition (biggest eater)

NEWLY APRIL

New class ! YAY, I have kitchen practicum module !

LOVELY MARCH

Dian's birthday

2010-02-04T13:33:00.005+08:00

find me hard to love even harder to know

You all know that I'm not strong enough, yet you still give me this hear-attack!

when problem comes, we all want to stood stand still, to face all the truth

but this time,allow me to be the ugly duck and show all my weakness

I've been so busy for these few weeks, I have no time for pampering myself don't even mention about my personal life and I felt that it's really cool

I can say, I really buried myself in busyness !

I want my life back and I really do, I'M AT A LOSS ! find me a way to back home

somehow I think about moving school, perhaps I need to have a nice talk to my mummy someday

anyway, Doris seduced me

2010-02-02T10:29:00.004+08:00

命運是掌握在自己的手裡

I belief that you hold your own future, that's why stop finding excuses instead

let's find the way to get out !

I'm so bored in class

WS and PPT DONE
nothing to do other than listening to music and facebook-ing now I watching he show

let's talk about yesterday

I had crispy whitebait, lussiana muscels and lobster platter for dinner, it's damn bloody full

and my blubber is out, Melisa was smart by suggeted to shared with her the perfect catch or else I REALLY LOOKS LIKE A BALL NOW

And today, pizza for lunch ! :)

no photos, because I haven't get it from the photographer :)

Time passed so quickly, one week gone ! I should hold my head up high and not looking back

I think i'm sucha failure !

2010-02-01T09:48:00.005+08:00

SYED's big day

Yeterday was a great day. Syed engagement and he kept say 'thank you for coming'

and he asked when is my turn ? haha I think he was joking with me :)

anyway I went out from morning till late at night
Pioneer , Boon Lay , Chuo Chu Kang , Bukit Panjang , Bishan and CWP

There is a method that really inspired me (thank to Dr.Nico) :

Give thanks in everything

eventhough I had a very very bad day for these or even past few days ago but really I have to learn how to thanks giving.

I have no regret in my life, I think that everything happens to me for a reason. The hard times that I go through will buid a character and make me as much stronger person

with nini, she sit on my lap

I wish I could go back to last year, where I'm a easy going ,keep smile, vivacious & lethargic girl

cupcake LOVE

ungalamour! I LOVE IT

specially made from Melisa's entrepreneurship team

2010-01-30T00:42:00.007+08:00

Bye SAD JANUARY and Hi FEBRUARY

I just couldn't dry when my mum told me '你要堅強'

she's the one know me well inside-out, she ever said that I'm a tough person

fast learner yet recklessness and kind-hearted yet a rush person which were really true

I LOVE HER MOST even though I had short tempered at sometimes

I tell you mummy, I will, I really will!

I still stick on my dream and ambition

nowadays, I'm so busy with msn :) chit-chat with peeps

thank God that there are still a lot of people accompany me

anyway, I'm really touched with two person

you know, I know and we all know whom you are

thanks million, billion and zillion !

cant wait for Sunday morning, Monday cool and the upcoming holidays

I'm gonna be very very busy

2010-01-28T22:12:00.010+08:00

Hellooo People

I'm enjoying to keep post my blog now, due to have a lot of free time

As usual, I facebook-ed a lot and put a lot of thumb up on my friends status

because it just really true

Lim Si on : those girls are meant to be loved but some people just don't understand them that's all.

that's cool, 100% agreed that girls are meant to be loved

Shipei : Some of us say we'd rather have something than nothing at all. But the truth is, to have something halfway is harder than having nothing at all.

suaku : dun say you love me, you heart heartbreaker

HAHAH, this was great :)

just remember a song of M2M, don't say you love me, if you don't really love me

Anyway, what a rotten bad unlucky day that I had

Had my dessert at causeway point and nearly lost my mobile phone

Lucky the man did call me back and return it to me or else sombody gotta purchase new phone

:D (evil laugh)

anyway, Thank God for today

not forgotten of this song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8I8RhHjdbRU by Kelly Clarkson

LOVE THE LYRICS

2010-01-27T13:06:00.005+08:00

FACT is truth but TRUTH is hurt

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints.
We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less.
We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time.
We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.
We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.
We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor.
We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things. We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.
We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less.
We've learned to rush, but not to wait.
We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

ps : thanks to Melisa for the chocolate, I'm alright girl. set a deadline for me
I'll be back soon. I PROMISED

2010-01-24T17:01:00.006+08:00

LIFE

The worst thing one can do is not to try, to be aware of what one wants and not give in to it, to spend years in silent hurt wondering if something could have materialized - never knowing.

当我伫立在窗前你愈走愈远我的每一次心跳你是否听见当我徘徊在深夜你在我心田你的每一句誓言回荡在耳边隐隐约约闪动的双眼藏着你的羞怯加深我的思念两颗心的交界你一定会看见只要你愿意走向前天天想你天天问自己
到什么时候才能告诉你天天想你天天守住一颗心把我最好的爱留给你部分幸福搞活

(五月天)

I have to live with myself and so, I want to be fit for myself to know ,I want to be able as days go by, To look at myself straight in the eye.

I don't want to stand with the setting sun and hate myself for the things I've done.

I don't want to hide on a closet shelf. A lot of secrets about myself and fool of myself as I come and go into thinking that nobody else will know what kind of man I really am

I want to go with my head erect, I want to deserve all men's respect .

I cannot hide myself from me, I can see what others can never see, I know what others can never know,I cannot fool myself, and so Whatever happens, I want to be Self-respecting and conscience free

currently I'm listening to this song every single day http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QH_QG-Mt7ns

2010-01-22T14:36:00.004+08:00

SMART ME

I'm having a good time in my life now with the people I love and adore

even though things might go opposite as what you want it to be,

so just stay away and don't remind me about the past

it's gone, why don't just let it go. :)

we have to learn how to cherish and love the people while they are still there

so, you won't be sad and regret while they gone

learn from your mistakes,pal

2010-01-21T22:19:00.007+08:00

NOT MY DAY

Damn unlucky for today :(

I'm so tired but somehow still wanna try somemore

I'll try to give my best, therefore I will not have any regret at the end of it (my principle)

I'm gonna collaps soon

there are always have things that remind me about the past

I really don't want to think and recall it back

because they were gone and things just changed, it won't be the same anymore

ohh God,please have mercy on me !

2010-01-18T19:15:00.003+08:00

let the tale tell its own story

It's pathetic when u want to cry to explore out your sadness but you have no tears to drop
And you just realized that you'd cried too much until your eyes dry.

You’d done and given your best but none know even if they know, they just just pretend it and take it as granted.

How would you feel when you asking why but you've got no answer?

I truly believe that we can overcome any hurdle that lies before us and create the life we want to live. but I need both hands to clap together

ps: i'm more than okay, this is just a random post :))

2010-01-08T08:44:00.005+08:00

I CAN'T BREATHE ANYMORE ...

I have a hectic and sad week, I can't believe that you could impact so much on my daily mood.

Daddy God, I need You to lead my way.

I've few plan(s) for the next week :

1. suprises (hope it won't fail)

2. focus on school

*won't write any bloody SHORT rj

*won't listen music while lesson is going on

3.focus on work

I DID NOT DO WELL NOT BECAUSE I CAN'T, IT'S ONLY I NEVER CONCENTRATE AND PUT EFFORT. just wait and see, watch and learn !

I'll SHOW YOU WHAT I'VE GOT AND YOU DON'T

2010-01-05T12:59:00.004+08:00

BROKEN ME :(

I dont wanna talk about it. It makes me wanna cry. Every time I pour out my emotions I feel emptier inside I don't know how to play it like I'm not in love with you.

Miss you just like the air that I breathe I need you with me. I'm not gonna lie I cant imagine my life without you but I suppose I will survive.

Every time my cell rings checkin for your name I promise that I'll never tell you how I feel and I know that you dont feel the same

Did you think that you could hurt me so I just gotta let you go everytime I find myself alone Dont try to explain,why your love's changed

Boy you really broke my heart this time. I wont let it take away my pride or Who I have inside Boy I'm torn between every thing how could I feel nothing

I would done anything If it would mean I could make you love me

You're the one I need But you still believe ...

dont worry about me I'll be okay.....

2010-01-04T13:15:00.000+08:00

QUOTES FROM FACEBOOK

my heart says...
Don't ever give up if you still want to try, don ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry.
Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know.
Don't ever say you don't love someone if you can let him go.

On this day, God wants you to know...
that a successful relationship requires falling in love many times, always with the same person. Always with the same person, but deeper and deeper every time. Each time on a whole new level you together open in love and discover the truth of your beloved anew. There is no limit to the beauty of your beloved. If you think you've reached the end, stop generalizing.

2010-01-03T14:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

This year was the poorest christmas and new year for me

I did watch the firework but honestly, nothing special at all :(

I prefer Malaysia's firework which is A farmosa one (2006) hee hee

Think that I won't spend any christmas or new year at here anymore unless I've a plan of how to celebrate it

I was back to Batam for few days, sleepless and reastless but it's really FUN !

movie, k-box, laughing like nobody business at mcd till 12++

2009-12-17T00:34:00.000+08:00

MIXED

I supposed to update my blog yesterday
but i was too excited and happy to discussed about ' bercumbu'
ohh God, Audi is damn funny me, he want bercumbu aka kissing with me. LOL

me and elwin can't stop laughing, though it just chat thru facebook and msn, but I can imagine hows's he laugh at Audi :P

yesterday I was so tired, shop around sim lim square and also funan
I was so sad cuz we were in bad temper, somehow I felt insecure at all. okay, lets move on !

today was exteremely busy
sales hit 4k, hello people, can u imagine, weekday can hit 4k ??
and Marchelle accidentally cut her hand while cutting lemon, it was a load of blood
I couldn't help much because i dun dare to see or even peeping at her hand, only the heroes whom were Joane and Lee save her. on my way home, I chat a lot with Melisa, she's my best friend at here, a good listener and bad comentator as well hahah

back to last sunday, I went to Botanic Garden and met the birthday girl, Elaine Teo happy birthday !

2009-12-15T13:36:00.000+08:00

International Students Festival 2009

It was really an awesome days with different people from different races
I had a good laugh with Denis, Christiana and the rest too

Im so lazy to upload photo :)

u can view it in my facebook :0

2009-11-20T08:53:00.001+08:00

PEOPLE (do) CHANGES

peole do changes. I'm gonna make sure that u have to take the responsibility for what u'have done. I ain't sad nor depress

Hello christmas, i'm welcoming you :)

2009-10-22T12:15:00.000+08:00

STOP Against me

Actually I don’t like to share openly my daily life with others, but eversince I came here, I couldn’t find out friends like prilly again And it’s very difficult too to chit-chat around since me and my friends seldom meet together and due to the short break too.

okay, let me share my feeling. Too much pressure that I bear for this few weeks! My mum and dad stop me from working
they said I will get tiring if I continue school and work
I just enjoy my job though its low pay and far away from where I live. But yeah, it doesn’t matter about the pay as long it’s reasonable and the most important thing is I learnt and gained so many things. I love the crew, I’m happy whenever the quest that I served return back. What’s wrong with tat uh ? I like to spent my own money and yea my parents can give me more than what I want and I need, but this is not the way.

I always remember what my mum thought me since I was a kid and what u told me sis, I still keep that in my mind.
I know what Im doing, Im not gonna be the slave of money or even be the workaholic. I know my limit.

I’m not gonna give up to pursue my dreams and achieve my goal, none can stop me from doing what I like,since working is not a bad things too. Yayayyaya! mum dad u shuld proud of me

and another yay, comment of RJ given by Justyn, (cog's faci)

2009-10-19T23:00:00.001+08:00

HE's IN HEART

yesterday was an awesome day

SAD.SAD.SAD

2009-10-17T08:13:00.000+08:00

entrepreneurship class was so fun. I realized that faci almost like and give compliment to every presentation of us :)
and surprised that I was been choosen to go the event (don't know whats the name of the event) based from the first week RJ
I was soo happy, coz its only choose 3 person in a class ! yay
but unfortunately I cant, because I have schedule at mfm :(

we finished the ws in 25mins time, so the i took picts for fun wif denis

after school, i rush my RJ coz planning to go orchard after that

but yeah, he went to play football and me cleaned my room and brush the toilet :(

end up just went to causeway point

I WANT SHOES AND CLOTHES !!

2009-10-15T13:28:00.000+08:00

MOODY

breakfast and lunch with u :)

and after class will go and meet u again

though sometimes u're really irritating yet adorable :))

feel like wanna whack u boy !

today = not my day

no mood while class discussion, just answer few question

even shidah found out that today im soo quiet

I've no idea what have to put in the ppt, but yeah i done my slide already